Thursday, 2 August 2012

Being Alone but Not Lonely

For the first time in my life.
I can honestly say that , I am not depending on anyone for my happiness.
See for a long time i found myself trying to "keep up" with everyone or meet everyone's expectations.
However , This summer i truly learned who I am.
What i like , what i don't like.
Though for years I was afraid to make this discovery.
When i finally realised who i actually was.
I like it.
I am sassy.
I am determined.
Public Speaking is my strength.
Moving on is my weakness.
Oncology is my passion.
Colorism is my oppressor.
Feminism is my practise.
Life is my greatest muse.
I have no friends.
I am Alone.
But i am happy.
See when you're Alone you find joy in simple things.
A babies laugh , a good song , a good dish.
But when you're lonely nothing in your life makes sense.